Brief, In.
I am going to get my act together and stop dreaming about my dream phone. The limited gold edition one. Sigh. Getting obsessed because I drink, live, eat the phone. So pretty and shiny. I might as well satisfy my aesthetics need. Get frustrated when you estimate the price tag, your daily expenses and need to wait. Possibility of getting it looks very, very slim, as the phone indeed.
And while I’m on plans, might as well going to quit smoking for some days, because if I am lucky to get an appointment, tomorrow I am going to the polyclinic for the pain caused in my gums at the back of my mouth, possibly a wisdom tooth. Therefore I need to wake up early. If not I’m screwing school, and I can’t.
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Too much feelings, emotions and thoughts clutter your mind and vision. Maybe, I must, let go, and live in the moment.
Seemed like it was only yesterday I was a happy girl when you were in mine. But seemed like forever now, when the emptiness slowly crept in. Inching its way.
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I want coffee. I need sleep.
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I missed all the times we had together, when we all smoked together, ate together, the boys waited for us while we peed together. When Timmy was still in school and made me mad in the mornings because he was late. When we laughed so much. When our clique was huge. When Nana and YY and even irritating Lim were still there. Right back from the start.
Good days those were.
Now I smoke alone, it’s quiet time for me.
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there’s no such thing as huge clique. cos a Clique is a small exclusive group of friends or associates.
Comment by - — August 24, 2006 @ 2:35 pm
What makes you so sure? A dictionary? From mine, it says circle of people. That’s what we were. Doesn’t matter if we weren’t close, for a clique is one that sticks together. And we did, as brief as it was.
Comment by springbonjo — August 24, 2006 @ 5:43 pm