Happy again
I was so scared of falling back into the hole like before, to feel alone, to find no joy, to be needy, to be like before. But today eased my fears, taught me not to repeat my mistakes.
Today I had my first tutee- she’s a little girl of primary 4. Rather smart girl, though she fails her English, and I was surprised to find I CAN TEACH MAN. HAHA. Though one or two science questions left me stumped. It’s not elaborated enough for me to be confident of my answer.
The mom called me to also coach her son. AM I GOOD OR WAD.
Went home to slack before heading out for photoshoot… managed some rather shots I am pleased with. Why can’t I get a fantastic orgasmic camera? Shitty.
Had potato wedges, STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE at Rocky Master. I declare my love for all things strawberry. From strawberry soy, to strawberries, to starbucks strawberries and cream frap. Love’s it.
Slacked at starbucks, where I was tempted to eat chicken, but the smell, I can’t stomach it. Yeah, my priorities are changing, but I’m sticking to veg… Mocha made me full. We didn’t smoke, what angels. I mean, broke angels. So weird not to chope the smoking table.
I love Jas n Kitty. IFFLOVEFFFFFYOUFFF, or something like that.
happy sunday.
