Lost
If you stare blankly without focusing on anything in particular, the light rays from lamps seemed to grow bigger and bigger until your vision is blurred and you’re forced to either carry on and enjoy the overblinding occurence, or you blink, and things go back to normal.
Back from class chalet. I cannot say I had a rocking good time, but I did enjoy being with my classmates, just the haziness of a particular light object as above mentioned made things too normal, and I wish I could go back to the little dream world by spacing out. That I could have my scenario as much as I liked, as long as I liked.
I didn’t drown in my sorrows, for I had my two “boobies”, Kitty and Jas. Boobies, because I keep calling them “pair” in chinese. I had Timmy who God knows how long since I saw him… Honey…
Got a little drunk… not enough to plant a kiss on someone’s cheek during our game of Truth or Dare.
Ate meat, because I am hungry and it is impossible to seperate the miniscule pieces in fried rice.
Maybe I am doing something rash because I am unhappy. Still, IG’s chalet will be in my heart, for years to come. The night it was shattered into pieces, holding on to the very just.
