Cross over
My head hurts, my stomach is having the runs again. My mind is restless, my mouth turned a constant upside down, only my s0ul is soothed by a current favourite song Savin’ Me by Nickelback on the radio.
I was having a dream- I was planning a binge even in my dream. I wanted to eat fries, I was going to take a bite of the fries from Long John’s when I was dragged back into reality. My colleague calling and waking me up from my sleep, asking me to take over her shift. Working exhausts me. I hesistate because I was supposed to go to church… but church doesn’t exhaust me. I was like, damn it, I so want fries now. But now I don’t.
I’m still looking for another job to sap every energy I have. Sure, it’d lead to another breakdown because I really can’t be too tired out, but at least my mind is surprisingly free. Let my body break, as long as the soul is free.
Food: 2 bowls maple pecan cereal, 1 coffee.
Yest: 2 cartons carrot juice, 1 an-pan bread, 1 can coffee.
day before: 1 cream raisin pastry, 1 energy drink, 2 cans coffee,
mon: 1beer, 2 cans coffee, 1 can veg soup.
You can see I’m barely eating nowadays, waking up and working the whole day. Bingeing doesn’t count. Oh and did I mention I lost like, 2 kg from my bout of diarrhea. Goodie.
If you are looking for a job,
Starbucks is doing a mass hiring
at the new Suntec branch this saturday.
Go before 4PM, and look see.
Comment by - — April 27, 2006 @ 9:20 am