Springbonjo

April 19, 2006

It’s just ME OK

Filed under: Daily

Stolen from her.

My ex is just another boy I regretted going steady with and never loved.

Maybe I should cut my hair.

I love starbucks espresso frap light. It’s easier to love something you know money can buy.

I don’t understand why good people don’t get good karma right away.

I lose sight of my long term goals in exchange for impulses and rash decisions.

People say I’m happy-go-lucky- right?

Love is selfish. Forget about it being selfless, patient and kind. You think you would love God if you were poor, ugly, fat, stupid and fucked up? Job got pissed too okay.

Somewhere, someone is loving me for who I am. He’s God.

I will always be in wanderlust.

Forever is so bastardised.

I never want to see you you you you you again. Bye.

I think the current US President should learn from Abe to be a better one.

When I wake up in the morning I still hope for a msg from Perfect One everyday.

My past is better left buried.

I get annoyed when people assume things about me and talk behind my back. It’s a surefire way to piss me off.

Parties are for little kids who can’t fuck and losers who wana fuck. No one parties here. Everyone clubs. And clubs. And club somemore.

My dog is Rocky.

My cat is dead, in kitty heaven.

Kisses are the best when it’s from the one you lust and love.

Tomorrow will be better, because if it ain’t, then there’s still another better one after the next.

I really want to bitchslap some people.

I have low tolerance for people who think they know everything, are insensitive when they’re stupid by making their own impaired judgements and in denial.

You can tell I’m so not postive right now. Blame it on tomato soup.

Another great day, almost

Filed under: Daily, Milestones, Musings

Me, me and just me says:
Good morning

Me, me and just me says:
hope u have a pleasant day ahead yeah, gtg!

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Conversation left by Perfect One at 0835 this morning when I was still asleep but left my messenger on. I have not closed the msn window. He has since changed his nick to off to work.

Coincidentally, today I had to be off to work after reading his sweet msg. It is a big deal… because he hasn’t spoken to me on MSN since our falling out months ago. Not our falling out, but rather, his falling out with me. Ever since, it’s his half hearted or silence replies on my initiated msn conversations with him, msgs on the phone replied almost always, replied that drifted off to a final nothing, when I am left with the painful silence and contrast of how we used to be.

It is a big deal to me.

Life is rocking… cuz he took the initiative to wish me a good morning, and today was better, just because he said so.

Today was my first day of work. It rocked. And you know why.

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Soccer match later. Arsenal rocks.

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Okay, here’s what the entire msn window looked liked after I got back to the computer at 12am.

Me, me and just me says:
Good morning

Me, me and just me says:
hope u have a pleasant day ahead yeah, gtg!

Smells like teen spirit says:
HEY!!!

Smells like teen spirit says:
you’re off to work too? me too!

Smells like teen spirit says:
thanks…. you too….

(after more then 12 hours of him being away but me still not closing the msn window from his morning msg)

off to work! says:
hey u dere?

Off to dreamland! says:
nighty nights…

Poster Child for Positivity (spirit)- That’s me says:
HEY

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You can tell we keep missing each other. Damn it. But still, you gotta admit, it’s cool he’s the one who greets you morning and wishes you night. :D






















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