Springbonjo

Here we go

I got with somebody’s date
You’re like a Soap Opera cover
My lover self-automates
Juicy

You say a-somebody say
You’re like a salve for a leper
You’re sweet for somebody’s pain
Juicy
Aw, Juicy

Yeah, you got to live for your own
You say you got all the sordid details
Check-out retail
Watch it sell
Juicy
Aw, Juicy

I Gotta Delay

Mothers, children on the street
Can’t get enough to eat
Off the record
Dishes fly
Don’t know the reason why
Meet me in the check out stand
See who can be the lover man
Conscience bleeding in a song
Guilty as the day is long
Goodbye

Yeah, you got to live for your own
You say you got all the sordid details
Check-out retail
Watch it sell
I got to see that lie
You say what you’re going to say
You got to know it’s a bitter poison
Sapping all of your soul away

Yeah, Juicy
Juicy

When everyone’s an asshole (well almost; Benedict’s calling me darling and being a huge sweetie), shop, plan a shopping list. UGLY FAT GIRLS CAN SHOP TOO. I’m not going to post pictures till I figure out flickr and whether it’s okay with the site owners of the pics and products or something.

Vans slip ons, and adorable pink Livs, with leggings though I doubt it’s wearable here in this weather- taken from my fav fashion site,

Haute Ballerina look is what I want,

complete with fabulous shoes, the marc jacobs ballet shoes are to die for

Nicole richie looks comfortably casual- damn her and her balenciaga bags- and in stripes!!!! I haven’t got my striped shirt

and the best thing is I discovered my prom dress during my graduating year prom is

a tango dress.
I feel so fashionable.

Note: And no, I’m not loaded and going to buy all the stuff above, I’ll end up buying Haviannas only. Sniggers. I’m frumpy, I wear tshirts and a few bottoms I rotate here and there, and I stick to a pair of very worn out and cheap slippers- hence the haviannas in my to buy list. I’m fuss-free in person, I go for a simple shirt cuz I know I hate it when I go for some hot look and then when the season is over, I look outdated. The above things are definitely very in now, my pick for things so chic and all, what I like and my choice. Also, it’s not practical to want some of the looks- boots, coats, and leggings- even if I can carry it off, there’s also the subject of availability, seems like we’re slower to catch on trends here.

I’m not going to say how, though sharing the same computer seriously increases “accidentally” discovering info and zilch privarcy- but to think my sis’s friend worries about me not eating properly- is it that obvious??? And it’s clear the only way she knows is through my sister.

It still touches me- people here and there care for me.

I went for an interview today. Yesterday’s sore remarks, insensitive or awful truth, still stinged, but I couldn’t help but feel content as the Juicy song from Desperate Housewives trailer, a fav song of the moment on my radio headset, the sun shining down on me as I walked on the pavement.

It doesn’t take much to make me happy, but it takes very little to upset me.

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About the boys:

I’m stuck in a dilemma, still I’m glad my heart is hardened when it comes to boys. 11days.