The way you think is critical
Watch out for negative thoughts; Don’t emphasize on bad moments.
We all fall down- but when you start feeling pity for yourself, blame and hate yourself, begin obsessing over who what when where why how made you fall. Tear your wounds, make it deeper: baby you’re in deep shit.
I realised this, maybe blogging made me look back too much, dwell too much on stupid things.
I forgot how to put things down. I made everything too personal. The phrase “Its nothing personal” didn’t register in my thoughts. It was always I wasn’t too good, they were too bad.
That’s why I focus on making this a happy blog. It took me awhile to think postive, to dump the pessimist shit label.
Pessimistics hold themselves down when others just shit all over them. Don’t. Kick their fucking asses, piss shit and laugh in their faces. Believe in fucking cliches.
Be happy. Pursue your passions. Cultivate patience and understanding.
It’s nothing personal; they can’t handle what a wonderful person you are. They’re jealous or sad people. Tell yourself that when you have mean stupid people.
Why should you not shine, when they try to deflect the sparkle in you?
You’re a gem. Out.
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stayed up for soccer, real madrid. I still love them.
Beckham didn’t play for the game but was on the bench. Saw afew new faces.
The commentator with his wacky comments: “And it goes to the mooon!” when roberto carlos takes a free kick and it is way out of range. Made me smile.
And when we almost scored a goal, barely just on the goal line, he went, “WOO WOO WOO!!!” or something like that. So freaking funny la.
And the opposite goal keeper just fell into the side lines, behind the goal post when he was knocked over by one of the real players and didn’t get up but disappeared out of sight. I wonder why.
Anyway, game was a draw. But still.
I heart Real Madrid.
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Some happy perky songs
weezer- island in the sun
franz ferdinand- do you want to
billy idol- mony mony
pussycat dolls feat will.i.am- beep
